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Suicide Note

Look into my eyes and see The darkness coming over me The shadow that has stole my heart Becomes a scar, a eternal mark The heartbreak that I used to fear I live with day by day, its words I hear. I cannot seem to tell them so Where I wish the pain to go. Never ending pain of my soul, Has left me torn, has left me cold. Although I am in so much pain, You seem to think I am still sane. My heart has finally broken in two. And this is my final message to you. All I wanted was to be loved, I wish I could've been happy as you all could.

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United Kingdom
Deviant for 19 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: Northampton UK, the joys of an old...shoemaking...town
Favourite genre of music: generally, punk , rock, metal, trance
Operating System: XP...darn Bill Gates!
Personal Quote: I'm not ill concieved, just badly constucted

Favourite Movies

Nightmare Before Christmas

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Nirvana

Favourite Games

Theme Hospital or Tekken!

Favourite Gaming Platform

My smexi pc

Other Interests

Nothing...i am a boring person =)

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paddedroom

Jan 6, 2006

Meme

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1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. "daily it sweltered in the punishing sun." 2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. O.o...*does so* 3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? MTV 2 i think... 4. Without looking, guess what time it is: um...6:45? 5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 6:46! 6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? My parents mumblings.. 7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? This morning...i was going to teh bus stop! 8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at? Msn and myspace! xD 9. What are you wearing? Clo

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paddedroom

Nov 13, 2005

I don't update this often enough.

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Oh dear God, I'm actually updating my journal. I don't actually have anything interesting to say at all... though I did spend a good hour or two with underware over my trousers which said "save roadmender" on yesterday. *sigh* Life is actually quite sucky at the moment, alot of people are feeling very lonely and its quite saddening. Especially when I've been getting random lonely moments. Meh, but it means alot of people are horny at the same time, so horn can't be bad. In other news...well there isn't any...goodbyii...

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paddedroom

Sep 9, 2005

rawr!

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Rawr! Ive been in a half decent mood all week for some reason! And i GOT A TAN!!!! OMG! it took me forever to tan...and i burnt xD School was fun, i got called a goth, sommat about getting beaten up, and a chav waggled my nightmare before christmas bag yelling OMG ITS NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS HAHAHAHAHA! o.O....haha tis so funny, they are so stupid! and they are all getting preggers! woo and yay! the fun the fun! Not alot else has happened but i did learn how to play The way we get by- spoon , on teh keyboard like a smart person! Woo i have an audition for some solo part thing, and i have a cold and i will sound like a farmer when i sing,

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IF YOU GOT THIS THAT MEANS YOU ARE ADORABLEY CUTE! BEFORE YOU GET ALL CONCEITED SEND THIS TO 10 OF YOUR FINEST FRIENDS... SHOW SOME LOVE.....

warbanana

Feb 24, 2006

YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED!!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away

Muddpuppy

Feb 11, 2006

thank you so much for the stalkerness. it makes me happeh

rainbowofpeace

Jan 4, 2006

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Haha! Got you with a DA snow ball!

It's the start of..... Snow Ball Fight 2005-2006 !!!!
One rule to this game....
You can't hit someone who has already hit you!
Now... go out there and get as many people as you can, before they get you!

ShouriMajo

Dec 18, 2005

Thanks for the watch!

shiremaus

Dec 1, 2005

currious...